Causuality - Bullshit !
Everything is there for a cause. Cause, n Effect. Causuality.. BULL SHIT !!
i mean, for the past 23 years or so, everything thats around me, with me, and within me, seems baseless, useless and for whatever cause, I can not percieve. For instance, Why the hell am i depressed right now ? There is no cause for it, no reason for this feeling of solitude, this lonliness, this agression, this mixed feeling of failure and success which is growing pain from nothing !!
Why do I think things that do not exist ? what is the reason behind those moments that come without any prior notice, stay for a moment, as thats a lifetime for them, and pass, leaving a lifetime of human life to endure the pains of their memory. And all that for no reason at all. And why the heck am i posting this text which is not going to make any sense to anyone who is reading it, and worse still, wont make any sense to me even, if I read it when I am out of this feeling. And Why would I get out of this feeling, although right now it feels that there is going to be no end to this.
On second thought, everything realy is for a reason. There is a reason for this feeling, or reason rather. There is a reason behind every moment that occour, and there is an even bigger reason for their permanent stay in my memory. And bigger still, everyone if not me knows why I am posting this. Human nature is a big question sometimes, even when its yourself you are questioning. What the heck did i just typed ?
P.S. Yes the picture is mine. Taken by Arif Kamal following an idea given by me.
posted by Shan-e-Hussain Naqvi @ 10:06 PM
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